slipping through my fingers

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Hi. First post here. My school blocked almost EVERYTHING I use so that's. Fucking fun. God. This is pissing me off so much. Whatever.

This week is not my week and this is kind of just. My breaking point. It's immature, but.. Whatever. I'm so tired. I just want to disappear, even if just for a few days. Everything hurts. I'm so upset.

It's like the universe just wants to keep pushing me and pushing me to see how much I can take. I hate it. I thought it was supposed to get better! I thought I was supposed to get better! What the fuck.